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Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 9:36 PM
before and yet again. but different.

Somethings been prompting me to watch "facing the giants" again.But each time i had no time, or i thought i didnt.Today was a Saturday. Hot, messy, and down with the cough. I put the dvd in this time.Something said, ah its such a cliche storyline. The acting is crap.

But what then when I decided to look deeper past those things? Why do the scenes move me as they did.What is the situation I am facing now? Apathy. Bitterness. Jealousy.Resentment. Uncertainty.Gossip. Covetousness. lack of self respect.Fear.So I turn to God in the confusion. I say I don't understand this pandemonium.I don't understand my team. my family. I don't understand my church..I don't understand myself.

But he doesn't say a thing.

"These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name."

And I decide to trust. Because I shouldn't need a reply to do it.

The theme's are simple but they hold true.